i endured five minutes of a painfully awkward conversation not knowing what to expect when i went into it. thinking perhaps it would leave me curled up in a ball on the bathroom floor, distraught, afraid, alone, sad, confused.
instead...i feel alive and happy. relieved. lightyears beyond where i thought.
because the truth is, it is so boring now.
we spend so much time analyzing, worrying, wondering- too many what if? moments crowd our minds and take up the spaces reserved for logic.
sometimes you have to take the leap and do something you really don't think you should to realize it has no bearing on your life whatsoever.
sometimes you have to jump into the abyss while you realize you would rather plummet down to the bottom of the rabbit hole then land in the arms of the person you thought you wanted to catch you.
this thing called "MOVED ON" feels so good...
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